When I was a kid we played outside. You did not have to bargain with us to put down our device and be active. We rode bikes, played in the dirt, collected bugs and caught lizards. Not much has changed with how I choose to enjoy my leisure time. When given the choice I still pick to spend time out in the elements of the earth. Had I not had a string of crummy teachers in middle school I would have probably sought a degree in something like animal science or wildlife management however, my fear of failure drove me to a degree in theater.
Growing up I feared failure a lot. Perhaps its because I had a parent who consistently told me I would always be an ugly worthless failure, with no friends, and no one to love me. I spent a very long time angry about this situation but have more recently embraced the fact that I cannot change the past and maybe the experience gives me a sort of expert view that others do not have.
Now, as an adult, I welcome failure as a learning opportunity. That is not to say that I do not spend an unhealthy chunk of time attempting to justify my worth to myself. I have had a tendency to discount my achievements for one reason or another however, now I am learning (with the help of a therapist) to be proud and a little bit selfish. I am ready to tackle my dreams head on and hope that in my perseverance, it helps others to also see their abilities and recognize that they are not alone with the challenges they face.